well, at least, itu yang aku rasa lah. tak boleh nak adapt lagi dengan situasi baru. anak2 masih kecil (amna is 5, ariq is 3 and half) and still need my attention. especially, ariq who likes clinging to me 24/7. nik has training to attend today but i beg him to stay so that he could look after amna & ariq whislt i can concentrate on amir, breastfeeding ect. nak kata rehat betul2 tu, tak jugak kot. well, my bad! tak reti dok diam (macam sekarang, sepatutnya tidur, tapi nak online jugak). yeah, writing blog is like a theraphy for me. time kita rehat, banyak pulak gangguan. haih.. macam2.
alhamdulillah, my mom is very helpful. dia mandikan amir, pakaikan bengkung, masak, layan budak2 tapi ye lar, kita plak kesian kat dia dan kalau boleh malas susahkan orang lain bila masuk bab anak2 ni. and lucky me, hasli is there whenever i need him, emotionally and physically.
and i dont know if i am strong enough to be at parents' in law's place without him around. mau nangis tiap2 malam ni. even, my mom dont have faith in me untuk berpantang di rumah mertua. hehe.. sabar jer la. doa yang terbaik jer la, insyaAllah.
ok, enough of merapu malam ni. punggong pun dah sakit ni.. muaahahaha...
alhamdulillah, my mom is very helpful. dia mandikan amir, pakaikan bengkung, masak, layan budak2 tapi ye lar, kita plak kesian kat dia dan kalau boleh malas susahkan orang lain bila masuk bab anak2 ni. and lucky me, hasli is there whenever i need him, emotionally and physically.
and i dont know if i am strong enough to be at parents' in law's place without him around. mau nangis tiap2 malam ni. even, my mom dont have faith in me untuk berpantang di rumah mertua. hehe.. sabar jer la. doa yang terbaik jer la, insyaAllah.
ok, enough of merapu malam ni. punggong pun dah sakit ni.. muaahahaha...
